All I wish for is...

Alone a person should find happiness, 

When he gets to know everything in life.

I will not shut myself inside a shell; but…

At times it happens involuntarily…

Happy life, Happy people .... *Yes, It does influence me*!

But self centered people?

Are they a symbolism of stupidity? May be :)

Am I mad? definitely not.

I not only have the capacity to identify problems

but have the capacity to resolve it too and learn out of it..

Some one may never identify the problem at all

You may say they are brilliant and cool and lucky too...

They aren’t... believe me...

It is like walking on a beautiful road with colorful flowers on both sides

But walking carelessly, not noticing them and not enjoying the beauty... 

[You could even compare it with cactus on both sides, but until you know the existence of cactus you would never realize the softness of roses] 

They are like that...

I would never do that...

Be it however... painful or enjoyable...

I will enjoy each and every facet of my life...

So everyday is a gift...of late I am having fun in eating variety of food daily..

Would u believe... but it’s true :(

I have everything materialistic 

and to connect non materialistically... I have wonderful friends...few of them...

But lovely and happy people... 

And my mom, I being the reason for her life 

So life is always good...  what more would someone need...

Even when I go through the most painful phase...  

Life will be good! 

Though it might always be yet to come! :)

There would be one day...

One day...

When I would have crossed all the painful phases of life...

Where I would be surrounded by genuinely sweet people...

People whom I like and they who like me! 

When all my essential dreams would have come true... 

That day I would never think about the painful phases I have undergone...

I would think only of the good times... 

Because only those will stay, like only the good people who will stay with us...  

I would be *STILL*… but happy... happy from the bottom of my heart...  

Happiness that which is not short lived... but happiness that is going to be eternal... 

The kind of happiness which is the reason for my life :) 

And with great realization of all this I would enjoy thoroughly... 

And content with what I have, not wanting more...  

And I would be welcoming every new day with clarity... 

surrounded by happiness and certainty...

The day when I am completely grown as a being and think only of my usefulness to people…

How greedy I am!

All that is for good! 

Probably I would be old at that time :(  

Old with all tough learnings but with all the treasures of this lifetime of mine!!!

But, mind you, the age (old) that is worth it!

Yes, not very old though.... :)